Monday, February 23, 2009

Now What?!?

Okay. That's it. Im officially 30. Three, zero. The hoopla's over, the last bits of confetti wiped up, and parcels and sentimental cards tucked neatly away.  As I worked off a slight hangover the morning after the celebration- I took a moment to reflect on my new number. "Thirty". Somehow with such a milestone birthday I thought for sure I would somehow feel different... but as the haziness cleared and my head stopped pounding I learned two things: 

(1)  you're exactly the same 
and 
(2) a "3" and  "0" simply replace the "2" and the "9"

As I stared at my reflection in the mirror, I couldn't help but search for signs. Not a single grey hair. I think I may have found a few more crow's lines around my eyes- but who can tell for sure. No  major shifts or changes. Its still the same you. A better you. A you with the experiences of your twenties behind you, a little more wisdom and a lot of class.    I realize that its okay to be where I am, just as I am and that everything will eventually fall into place. 

Im rearing to go. Up and onward. To thirty more years.... and another thirty after that.  In the meantime, I think I like the ring of "29" a whole more and plan to celebrate my 29th over and over and over again. 







With the last three decades behind me

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